I hope you all have a safe and happy New Year!
I've been wanting to try something new so I guess this is the launch! I am started a YouTube page (www.youtube.com/outsidebutinporn) and will be posting the videos on my blog. The comments will be disabled on the YouTube site in order to ensure lack of confusion for myself :) If you would like to comment on any videos, please do so on the blog or as always, send me an e-mail to outsidebutinporn@gmail.com.
The way I see it, there will be three different 'types' of videos. The first type will be answering questions that readers/viewers have. Not all questions will be answered via video; only if I feel it's more conducive depending on the answer. The second type of video will incorporate a "series" of videos about a specific topic. There may be 3, 4, 5 videos all commenting on different aspects of a topic. I would love suggestions for topics! The third possible type of video will be on current events. As before, I will only do a current event video if it is more conducive to be in video format.
I don't want these videos to take place of the blog, just add to it :)
I look forward to hearing your thoughts.
The interview below is a small portion of an interview between a porn star named Haley and a guy named Snowman. Please read it before viewing the video. I felt it related somewhat to the questions I am answering.
This interview is picking up where Snowman is asking Haley what advice she has for girls wanting to do porn. She starts talking about how girls shouldn’t start “doing it all” at once because once you start, it’s hard to stop:
“Snowman: Oh its like a sloping, sloping problem. Slippery slope.
Haley: Yeah. You just get immune. You kinda get I guess you’d say immune to how far you’ll go. Like there’s no limit once you’ve tried everything and I just had to really step back and take a look at what I was doing. And you know, I cut off the DPs and now I’m sticking mostly to boy girl.
Snowman: And why did you initially just limit yourself to girl-girl?
Haley: Ummm, I actually didn’t think that I was ready, because honestly when I first started doing the solo stuff I’d go home crying. You know?
Snowman: Seriously? I mean what, how come? Especially if it was just solo?
Haley: Well, it’s just everything that my mother ever told me not to do you know? And I felt bad. I was like, what if my parents find out? What are they going to think of me? Stuff like that but I realized, you know, it’s a living.
Snowman: I mean that’s terrible though. I mean, if it made you feel that bad though.
Haley: Well I got over it though. Because, I really thought about it, and you know, I ... my parents aren’t rich by any means, you know. And I have to look out for myself and I can’t always live my life for someone else. And the thing is, I did enjoy being in front of the camera because I felt sexy. You know, and just the fact that people wanted to see my naked just gave me so much confidence.”
4 comments:
Justine, thank you for posting this new video. It was very moving.
You've asked for a recommendation for a video and I have one: Can you please make a video speaking to young women and girls tempted to follow your path into nude modeling, or who are "sexting", posting nude pictures of themselves on Facebook, or other sexual explicit materials on the Internet.
I realize that you've covered most of this ground in the past, but the narrative is you-to-adults. Please take yourself back in time, to being 14 or 15, and speak to those kids. They are just clueless. Media makes porn look glamorous, an easy way to get rich and no different than mainstream movies. Porn stars like Jenna Jamison are treated like Hollywood royalty. Young girls are also highly susceptible to the influence of boyfriends.
As father of a 14 year old girl, I'd greatly appreciate it. She'll watch it.
There is a certain moment in a young woman's life when she begins exploring her sexuality. It usually only lasts for a year or so. But after it's over, it's over. And unfortunately what follows are varying levels of stiffness and insecurity.
Photographers and agents search for pretty young women entering this period of their life. Some feel that what they’re really doing is exploiting the naive and innocent. Well yeah, they are. But make no mistake, similar things are happening to adults (yes, adults) in all sorts of different industries all over the world every day. (Oh, and by the way... Most of them aren’t being paid a pretty penny for their time and trouble.)
I think the photographer that worked with you did an excellent job of capturing you during this brief and exciting period of your life. That said, I DO think he took it a little too far. I think it would have been better if he held back on the lip-spreading and lesbian exploration. And if he had, you'd probably feel a little better about what happened. AND bible-thumping aside, you may even feel as good as you did when you saw those first test shots.
But what I don't understand is why he waited a year to post the site. What was he waiting for? For you to become famous or something? Did he ever explain why he waited?
1st Anonymous...
Thank you for your recommendation. A video is on the way :)
2nd Anonymous...
They waited to launch the site because of all the preparation that goes into the site after the content is shot. They had to prepare every single picture...fix the lighting, do all the photoshopping (yep, even solo girls aren't "all real"). Plus, they had to design the entire website and allow time to promote it. I wonder myself if they waited a little longer than normal, hoping I would change my mind.
Justine Hello, I am pleased to continue to know you before you just saw your photos by Dawson as a miller, but knew nothing of you, I love to see you speaking on video, without having the need to always be in the photographs as Dawson continues its good work in your blog, hope you're happy, if you allow me just a repair to your blog you could put more photos of yourself as Justine.
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